23 [M4M] Los Angeles Beta loser looking for Dom to convert me to cock

Located just north of LA in the High Desert. Looking for rape threats & IRL doms that can make true on their threats. Need to hear what younger cocky twinkish Doms with bigger cocks than my sad excuse are going to do to me and then I need to make the mistake of dropping my address. I'm serious and I am also seriously a failure I am the type of guy who freezes up at the slightest sign of conflict. A man who's existence depends on modern society's buffers from violence. I someone who in the words of Mike Tyson will "fuck me till I love them". I'm sure I will zone out and at some point if you like it and come back I might twitch one day and grow stock homed. And it terrifies me, but I also see everyday in life that my true purpose in life was as a beta and should serve an alpha. I want to hear the most detailed and most twisted things you want to do. What you WILL do, once I slip up and give you what you need to find me.

More than anything a dream come true would be a "therapist" type. Nothing is going to make me make this mistake less than a hey or an immediate dick pic. Be smart conning prideful. Detailed and above me. Feel free to be abusive and use strong insults but if you frame yourself as taking a little bit of your valuable time to give me a chance however undeserving I am of it to find higher purpose and meaning to serve you I will likely beg. And constantly fane disinterest and make me beg for you to stay in the chat. Act like your natural ability in life is as psychiatrist or hypnotist diagnose me as a failed male male me repeat lines and mantras and ask me embarrassing questions and I will obey. I want a man who likes the mental domination as much as the psychical and who won't be satisfied till I am hollow and obedient.

Your either a straight man who knows there is nothing straighter than making a man admit proper submission or your a gay man who wants to take a straight man as your prize for a little mental fuckery. I promise not to enjoy it I am a true masochist at heart and want to punish my failure with giving up and making it to a point of no return. So prove to me I can never please a woman and show me my real calling hope to talk soon.