"You don't have to go through this alone."

No, in fact, you have to go through all this alone.

No one other than you understands how you feel, and can't make sense of why you would think of ending your own life.

Those people out there don't understand how it's like to want to not exist anymore, they will tell you shit like "It get's better", "There is a light at the end of the tunnel" and other bs, their view of death is completely different than yours.

So, my friend, unfortunately, you have to go through this all alone, I am afraid, that's your fate, hope you find the strength and persistence to make it through those hard times, but while doing so, please remember, you, in fact, are all alone in this.

Because in the end, everyone dies by themselves.