Dating my dream man, dog isn't a bad dog but...

I feel like I can't stop obsessing over the dogs. Waking up and knowing they're in my vincinty makes me depressed at times. I am relieved when I'm not there. I think just looking at the dogs pisses me off and idk why bc they are good.

They are well behaved and I trying to cope with their invasive behavior and it cut down tremendously.

My man is a terrific dog owner and he carries 100% of the load on anything dog related. Even understands im not a dog person and maybe offered to rehome one. He has been my savior and light, listens, respectful, trustworthy, everything and all.

Guess what? I still feel heavy, anxious, slightly depressed and not excited. Will this be the end of me?

Please give me tips and tricks on how to not feel tensed all the time...please or else I can do it