Wish we could get back together.

We had a pretty toxic relationship because of how we started from an affair but we love each other or so I thought we did. There was domestic violence on both sides of the relationship tons of control and power dynamics that both of us used to take control of the other one. All with a little girl in the middle and the hope of having another child some day. I just wish we could sit across from one another and have a conversation and put everything in the table and heal and move forward together.