preparing to be homeless again.

i have no car, extremely introverted, i do not have any family besides my mom who is in no place to help. (not exaggerating, i do not have/know my family.) also have no friends, i was homeschooled. i do not know anyone. not really sure how i'm going to handle these upcoming weeks, but they're going to be rough. (i do not like homeless shelters, so that's not an option)

i've been homeless multiple times during my childhood, and i thought last time was it. i'm very close to giving up.