Ex

My marriage ended 9 years ago due to my ex wife wanting the single life her other divorced female friends had.. But why is it when I have dreams sleeping. It's always my ex wife that's my partner and it just feels right being together. Even after all this time and how much she's ruined my life. This isn't a new thing. Every dream I've had since we split up has had her by my side. She's ruined my life and there's absolutely no chance of getting back together. I just want a way of getting rid of her completely including my dreams