I Used to Poop in My College Dorm Shower Every Single Day

I used to poop in my college dorm shower every single day. When i went to college, i planned on not pooping all week until i went back home to my parents house on the weekends. This worked for about 2 weeks and because of unbearable stomach pain, I developed a new plan. I was a freshman, and I was terrified by the concept of using a public toilet as I had never used one before. My college had a brand new community bathroom with toilet stalls and showers with curtains. Instead of being smart and just using toilet cover sheets. I would take a shower, let the steam flow making the bathroom very hot, and then i would crouch down and poop. To get rid of the evidence I would use my shower slippers to stomp the poop until it liquified and flowed down the drain. One time a group of guys came into the bathroom while i was showering and said "it smells like shit in here", I was the only one in there and was sure they would rip the shower open and discover what I had done. In hindsight, I would never do that again, the amount of bacteria i tracked around in those slippers is insane. Its also really painful to poop standing up and the anxiety begins to creep waiting for someone to discover my secret. Ive never told anyone this and if anyone i knew read it they wouldnt believe.