Is there something wrong with me?
I'm a 17 (F) who has always had a habit of looking at inappropriate areas on men and women, leading to confusing thoughts at a young age.. I just don't know why but I always would look at boobs, butts, and groin areas... and I fucking hate it. i always have to stop myself and mentally bash my eyes for even wandering but I just cannot help it.. its like my eyes have a mind of its own and its freaking me out knowing that one person has already caught it and I know more people will but I just don't know what else to do.. i try to stop it whenever I know my eyes will try, I make eye contact but sometimes my eyes just go down.. and it sucks when I work around my male coworkers and I worry that they are gonna think I'm doing something pervy.. I'm not, I yell at myself internally when I recognize it and try my hardest to keep it to a minimum
I was diagnosed with Anxiety, Depression, ADHD and Borderline Personality Disorder so I don't know if its just a combination of all that or if there's something else I don't know..
Posted Apr 8, 2025, 9:14 PM UTC