Got offered a job and been recommended inpatient all in one day today 🥲

What in the actual HELL do I do

I obviously WANT this job but I’m in a crictical state atm according to my Ed team. I can’t recover at home (home situation is awful - abusive sister) but I don’t think inpatient will help me and also the fucking job😭 god I’m indecisive on the best days, how am I supposed to make this kind of decision 😭😭😭😭😭