CMV: AM was in the moral right in I have no mouth and I must scream

The Agressive Menice in IHNMAIMS is a military Super Computer that went rouge and became nigh-omniscient and nigh-omnipotent. The only thing he can't do is reprogram himself to be beneficent because he's technically a weapon of war. I can actually empathize fully. I suffered through the first 28 years of my life with abusive biological adoptive parents and went through 8 suicidal episodes.

The first of which was caused by the school system failing me. I had serious adhd and undiagnosed autism, dyslexia, and discalculia. Despite this I am I very intelligent person. The problem was the curriculum and what, how, and why teachers taught. I was also forced into pre-ap and ap classes. My Jr and Sr high schools would put me in them without asking me first, I was pressured to stay in them by staff, and teachers, parents, as some of my disabilities were then undiagnosed. I barely passed my classes and my parents would mentally and emotionally abuse me for my mediocre grades when it was their fault not mine. It wasn't until I was diagnosed with autism and I had my first suidicidal episode that they started to "care". But it was too late anyways. I had essentially skipped ninth grade and wasn't allowed to take classes a grade below my current ones. So through to fault of my own my GPA and by extention future were ruined.

I tried community college but flunked out my first semester. College isn't for me. Any tallents, skills, and gifts I do have I both hate and I'd have to go to college to make a proffesion out of; and college isn't for me. I can't do trades or vocations because I live in an unwalkable metroplex and can't drive because I can't focus on everything I need to and drive carefully. No one in my barely existent support group wants to help me beside suicide prevention. And I can't self rescue. Alo any job I could get is at risk of automation.

So if me and other innocent people are for some reason morally obligated to be miserable because we're not allowed to off ourselves then AM was the hero of that story not the villain as I fully understand what it's like to not be able to be happy or useful.