I've (F) only recently began experimenting irl with humiliation...

...And I love it. It's only been as recent of a thing in my life as of maybe 7-8~ months ago when I dated someone who wanted me to call him 'uncle' as a nickname in public and private. Probably one of the most shame inducing things I've ever wanted to explore as a sexual dimension, being commanded not to look and being forced to whimper things upon him going "Say uncle!" like "Ow.. My pretty hole," while being speared on 7'' inch cock. My ex and my current boyfriend I'd say are more traditional pleasure doms, however-- my ex set the stage for me to eventually confess to my current boyfriend that I love being praised for being clumsy and jeered at. I would eventually love for him to feel comfortable enough to come up to me and hump me or start touching my breasts when my blinds are completely open or giving me oral under a blanket while talking to my roommate. That time I was absolutely pissed at him yet horny enough to demand going to my room and fucking after she left the area. My boyfriend is amazing, I'd love to only need him in my life, yet I must confess I am conditioning him to be even more sexually kinky and catered to me than anyone else I've been with. Body modification and forced romance and free use have all been things I've debated wanting to see about an adult twist on, getting an ass tattoo with my boyfriend watching or him kissing and cuddling me after we have a playfully public and aware argument that has me humiliated while he's playing with me in my pants inside of a storage closet after we snuck away.

I've never been so transparent with a partner about wanting to be locked into hours of mindless sex and grinding and being used like a good doll. I cannot wait to have him guide me on a leash, oogled at by curious adults when we go to our first lifestyle gathering! Not into multiple partners at once however I loved the idea of being heard by my roommates whenever we switch and I top, he is loud as fuck! I get so warm and excited when I am feeling guilty delight from what I'm enjoying what I am experiencing.