drinking is the only thing that's keeping me alive.

therapist is completely making me stay with her, tried other therapist but they know how traumatic is for me to vent my issues so they have to get my fucking papers from my rehab but i can't go anywhere how people are mistreating me. i'm so fucking pissed off by this fucking mistreatment for my whole life. fuck you guys. i'm fucking drunk and on the curb rn and i just want you guys to know i love you and i fucking hate your guts at the same timeeee. leave me the fuck alone. why you gotta know my personal information to expose me and shit, it's my FUCKING PEESONAL INFRMATION LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE. i have other fish to fucking fry. GOD, it's like people want ot make my fucking life worse without me changing. I FUCKING TIRED OF PEOPLE GIVING UP ON ME. it feels like my mother is waiting for me on the other side and every family member that's there or maybe something darker.