Thinking about Studying Abroad across the globe, But i love my Girlfriend.

i have gotten the opportunity to study abroad next semester for cheaper than my regular tuition, so saving money, but i’d have to leave my girlfriend. Mind you, this is the love of my life. i am absolutely obsessed with her. She is my everything. I just cannot decide what to do. Do i travel abroad and potentially lose the one i love the most, or pass up on the opportunity to save my relationship? Mind you, i am gaining nothing academically, this school i would attend doesn’t excel in my field, i just want to go there because i’ve always wanted to live next to the ocean. And i’ve always wanted to live abroad.