My Last Message To You

Dear you,

I'm not here to write you as a villain. I could never see you in that light. But, part of me is just so ... shocked and confused. Though, I suppose I have no right to the confusion.

You were the best friend I've ever had. When I blew out my ACL, you were there to support me. Through all of my upset and downs, you supported me. Even from afar. I was astounded by how great of a person you were and how blessed I was to have a friend like you.

With my last injury, it was really rough. CTE and concussions are no joke. You were the only friend to support me through that. My only friend. I was really questioning ditching my other friends, and deciding who my real friends were.

But when I just started getting better, and the dust settled, you disappeared. That threw me for a loop, seeing you were the forst person I wantes to talk with.

You don't owe me anything. I never expected anything. I don't deserve anything. I just thought ... we were really friends. I was ready to thank you profusely for being there for me, and I wanted to be there for you too. Though, I guess that will never happen. I was wrong.

I can understand why you left. Life is hard. I think I made yours more difficult than need be. I'm forever sorry for that. But disappearing like that, when I thought I needed you most threw me for a loop.

I don't blame you. I never will. I still think you're the best. I'm just a little confused. Sorry. I just needed to get that out. Might delete this one later,.not that you'd be reading it anyways.

Please take care. I wish you happiness and good fortune. Please have a good life. You're more than capable and deserving of it all.

Farewell, Mi persona favorita

-M