i joked about sending nudes to a uni girl who’s semi high status on tpot

i feel so guilty and embarrassed for messaging this girl this. it’s going to haunt my career. i would so apologize if i could. i would pay her $1000 although i understand money can never right wrongs. i feel so bad for her she gets fuck messaged regularly and now i feel bad for myself in another one of those guys who tried to fuck with her. i didn’t mean to. i wasn’t thinking. but i can’t do anything now except maybe ask one of our moots to message my formal apology at the risk of bringing more people into the light of my misogyny