F22 in love with macho men

someday i really wanna be an on call slut for some sexist macho man, anytime he wants a blowjob he calls me, comes by my place and i suck him and swallow him in any way he's in the mood for, facefuck, slow suck... and without returning the favor. the more he's disrespectful the hotter, he could be violent, having me on the floor sucking him while he's on the couch watching TV or drinking a beer...