Dreams.

I had a very interesting dream that I got to make love to my favourite porn star from my teens. I then fell in love with her and we went on a road trip. (I was passenger princess) a pack of deranged wolves started chasing our car! then she left me to make porn and I was heart broken.

I then realized I can’t engage in sex without emotional connection/commitment. Porn doesn’t align with that value system. Like it’s an okay tool for masterbation, but I also value presence/ and imagination and creativity and great orgasms as well as healthy relationships.

I’m not necessarily addicted to porn for years, but I struggled in my youth with it and I think about the subject often.

I don’t 💯 demonize pornography, but I do know it cause issues as far as the real act of sex is concerned. And if I want to have amazing sex, I must minimize porn use.