A week ago I had 4 pets. Today I have only 2…

I love animals, a week ago I had a 4 year old dog, an almost 5 year old cockatiel and 2 goldfish. A week ago my cockatiel died suddenly after falling ill. The vet said it was likely a tumor or something neurological, but after the vet he got worse and three days after it he died in my arms. It broke me, but I leaned on my other pets for closure and comfort. Just when I was starting to calm down, one of my goldfish passed away today. He had been sick for a little while too, but his medicine were working up until now. But I buried him a few hours ago. 2025 is not turning out to be my year…