45[F4M] Kansas - Looking for a DOMM man to explore my sub kinks

I'm a 45 year old 36DDs lady in my prime sex drive era, at least that's what I believe. My body count is over 100, and I wanna experience being subbed by someone. I have seen some humiliation degradation porn, but never got to experience any, let it be lezdom or dominated by a man in doing explicit things that are not in books. Let's have an online session where I'm violated on many levels.