I really want to be kidnapped

I have started to think about being kidnapped while being in my collage class. Mainly while I'm just stepping out of the kitchen(I'm in a culinary class) and I want there to be a struggle or at least an attempt since i'm 5" and i bearly work out minus all the walking and standing i do. I want to fall in love with my kidnapper Note: I'm a 19 yr old pre-op trans guy