Please leave me alone 😭

It's just been game after game of me sweating my ass off to kill people but they've just got 85 team heels PLUS sisterly so I'm there from the beginning all the way to the end game trying to kill this ONE Shinzo. I used to try and disengage from the fight so that I can level up and actually do something but then I'd just have that mf chasing me across the map. So then I tried just not fighting at all, as SOON as these kill thirsty mfs see me they drop everything and decide they want me dead. It feels like the entire lobby is just gunning for me because when I finally do manage to shake the first team I round the corner and OOPS there's a Lida doing 687 backflips and I dared to look at this mf during his private gymnastics lesson so now he's gonna chase me down and kick me in the back of the head over and over. It's like no matter what I do I lose, and what's crazy is that I'm only a pro rank 3 player and I'm getting lobbies that are FILLED with expert and ace ranks. Like I appreciate your faith in me ByKing but I am NOT built for this 😭