[m4m] you have a cock, I have a penis

I dunno why that difference is so hot to me, but it is.

I used to mess with a guy that denied me a lot. When we fucked it was for him to get off. He never sucked me, in months of getting together, but I sucked him near daily.

He said that my big dick wasn’t a dick at all. He said it wasn’t sexual, like my mouth, or my ass, which he loved to spank an angry red while he fucked me.

He liked when I got hard but mostly just to make fun of me. How I looked like I had a sea cucumber attached to me, or how pointless it was for me to get hard when I wasn’t going to be put into anything. He wouldn’t even let me jerk myself.

Hands free or nothing for a penis.

It’s that guy I can’t get out of my head, years later. The guy who used me, fucked me, and humiliated me. Who made me feel like his cock in me was a gift, who made me feel wanted and also like his desire was a fluke.

I’d literally go over to his place and take two loads and leave without a word spoken between us. I put up with him on the phone as I blew him, or asking me to clean his bathroom while I was still shaking from the assault on my ass.

Are you like this guy at all? Would you like a 35 year old submissive masculine bottom who wants to serve you, 6’ tall, 180 lbs, slim and eager? Nerdy and wearing glasses but happy to get them covered in cum? Let’s chat!