A good mother

My first time being pregnant and it ended in MC. I'm already thinking about not trying anymore. I feel like I'm not gonna be a good mother in a sense that it's difficult to forget my unbrn child. I might not love my future little ones enough because I'm too occupied by the what ifs. Told my fiancé this and he said I should let time decide. But I HAVE already decided. No more, the pain is too much.