How to be always horny for BBC?

To summarize - tried to quit and fuck it, I love this. I identify as a cuckold, which is why I'm keeping myself away from women until I find a girl who's actually into this. Reason is I just can't live pretending I'm vanilla and don't have this kink.

That being said, finding someone like-minded will take a lot of time. However, I want to go back to watching porn (obviously just BBC) thing is - I watched it so much that now I only get aroused to: Anton Harden, Dayski and Dredd. Back when this fetish appeared in my mind (BEFORE I HAD ACCESS TO PORN!), I remember any amateur interracial would be enough to having me drop my pants and stop whatever the fuck I was doing to jerk off. Solo BBC, cartoons as well. Sometimes I'd almost have panic attacks given the trembling I felt in my whole body and all it took was going to the bigblackcocks subreddit lmao.

I want this feeling to go back, thing is, I don't know how. Is there a way to condition myself back to this stage? I thought about watching splitscreen (sometimes PMVs) only, or making them myself with my crushes, interracial sex and nude black men side by side. Or hypno audios? Maybe working on t-breaks like I do with weed (15 days of abstinence then going back to use it)? Can cialis/viagra help? All of these together maybe? Guys please let me know!