Hi, in need of guidence and advice.

As said in the tag, it is my first toy. I honestly made an impulse buy of it one night.. i was aware that it was best to get the silicone type even before i purchased it, but the material is rather sticky to my liking and picks up all sorts of dust and junk. I know how this reddit views aliexpress toys but, again, impulse first buy... it claims its silicone in the pakaging and material section but says "jelly dick" in the name. Should i just dump it out? (If i should its pretty sad cause i dont make a lot of money at all and its really dissappointing and all that D: ) pictures added. Thanks for your aid ahead of time.