My grandfather just died yesterday...

I didn't really want to post smth like this but I have to get this shit off my chest. 8 months ago my grandfather was diagnosed with lung cancer, and ever since then myself,my sister and my father have been taking care of him until it got to the point we couldn't even help him anymore due to his cancer getting so bad, we told him he should go to the hospital but he absolutely hated hospitals and did not wanna go, and we couldn't exactly force him to go to hospital. Instead we were able to convince him to stay in an old folks home. He stayed there for A good month and things were fine. Then monday came and he was basically in A coma and that's when we knew we will not be able to talk to him again...and we were right because yesterday he ended passing away while we were there with him in his final moments....I seriously can't say how much grieve I feel because we had A very close relationship..there, I got it off my chest. Sorry if my typing sucks, I just don't know how to talk about these type's of things...