I don’t know.

I divorced my wife 2 years ago she had an affair and told me that she didn’t feel I was there enough. I worked 14 hour days for months straight in the oilfield to make sure we had a nice life but I still lose! I lost her, my house, one of my dogs!

Here I am now I have uprooted my whole life to move and accept a position in Arizona and now I’m being demoted after 5 months because I don’t work enough hours and “dedicate” myself more. I just can’t win in this life!! I’m so tired! I really don’t know anymore if waking up is worth it anymore