Am I the Kameena ? Its a long story. But please help!

Am I the Kameena to tell one of my friends with poor mental health that my boyfriend is going to meet him after 4 years of my boyfriend not talking to that friend? I just wanted him to be prepared mentally 😭😭

Hey, so I (female) had a big group of friends in school, my boyfriend was also a part of that and so was his bestfriend 'X'. My boyfriend and his bestfriend were very close, but in 2020 they fought and stopped talking to each other l. I was still X's friend so I never stopped talking to him. But whenever me and my boyfriend discussed about X he gave very unclear explanations and became very asked me not to come in between. So eventually even I stopped talking to X. But then I got to know that he had become suicidal and even attempted two times, so I was scared and I messaged him. So I used to message once in a while just to check on him. Once I even went to meet him and I told my boyfriend but we fought over this a lot.

X is a very sweet person, he has helped me a lot in my bad times, he has guided me when I needed that. So soon he got better and our conversations got less which was fine.

Then in 2022 he got in a relationship with a girl and after a year she cheated and he slipped depression. He was miserable couldn't even stand up or walk, he used to sleeping pills and drugs alcohol so much. I got to know about this through a friend and then I started talking to him again and we met once in January 2024 one of our common friend was also present there. The thing is that I never told this about my friend because a fought a lot because of this. I just wanted X not to feel alone, I was just messaging him once in a while.

Now this January it was my boyfriend's birthday and we were having lunch and suddenly X's topic started and I feel bad for him, and ig boyfriend didn't know all things that X went through. So he told that he would go and meet him after four years of no talking.

So my boyfriend is not sympathetic to people who have any kind of mental disorder, like I have OCD and he thinks that it's something which will go away if I follow my routine. So I told X that this thing happened and now my boyfriend is planning to meet him, just be prepared. I did that because he get panick attacks and so do i, and I know it can be very overwhelming. X is hurt that boyfriend and his bestfriend never even tried to contact him in these 4 years.

Now that my boyfriend is planning to go meet him even without even telling him, I am scared that if he got to know that I have told X this thing and that I am in contact with him he will break up with me. So am I the Kameena for talking to X throughout these 4 years, and telling him about my boyfriend's plan of meeting him?