my new therapist said that I don't look (seem like) I have s.a.d

I get that I'm calm. but ffs I've been hallucinating a bunch since I became his patient.

and I think he forgot that I take 3 mood stabilizers, 1 antipsychotic and meds for anxiety (daily and as needed).

like, I'm on a bunch of drugs dude.

ive also spent the last 20 years trying to appear normal.