AITA for blocking my friends after making them upset for not speaking for 2 day’s

There is allot more info so I will just include the most important. In a nutshell I upset my friends and then ended the friendship as I was not ok with being abandoned in England and left homeless. They say it is a consequence of my own actions.

I (27) female was asked to go on a holiday with my friends 27 ( female) and landlord/ friend (27 male). It was just a few days trip to my landlord/ flatmates family home in England. I live in Scotland.

I have anxiety, and am in therapy and working on this. I am taking new meds and this maybe affecting my actions below as I have never gone days before ignoring people. I may also have autism and am getting diagnosed. My friends know all this.

I was fine for the first few days. But the socialising etc was hard for me.

This may be where I am the a-hole.

I was told I dident have to socialise that much if I dident want to. I should have just said it was to much. I am aware I was the a hole here. I just said I was “fine” and “tired”.

Not sure why but I was tired and starting to shut down. I was told I was “ rude” to them and the guests by not saying much at all. That it all would have been down if I had just explained and took a timeout.

When I finally did it was too late. I had a terrible headache, I could barely think, and I felt my breaths were too hot and I was not getting cool refreshing air.

I understand that why they can’t handle this and I was a bit of an a-hole for naming them worried and tuning their holiday.

I just want to know if I was the a hole next or they were.

They sent a final kind text the next morning and I was still out of it so did not respond. I dident know what to say. I should have to be polite and to make them worry less. But there next step I think was terrible as well.

I was told you have to come down and explain or we won’t drive you home and you can’t stay in the flat anymore unless you get serious help as in institutionalised.

I don’t handle ultimatums well.

I didn’t respond.

They sent the and message a few things. We love and care about you we need you to explain and make amends and we will take you home. (Though still not allowed to stay in the flat I pay rent for.)

In the end I was driven to the bus stop. And I blocked them. I was told you have to pay rent for the next 2 months but can’t be there.

I think that a decent person would not leave anyone in a mental meltdown or not in another country. And would give their tenant at least a months notice.

But they say I was the ahole for “emotionally abusing” them. And I deserve this?

So am I the a- hole for blocking them and saying they are bad people too?