I'm confused (wow no shit)

Alr people I 15m have for years been infatuated with the gender bender genre in manga and anime and as far back as like 10/11 years old I've always thought of shows like ranma 1/2 and thought "wow I wish I could have the ability to turn into a girl" and recently I have become more and more aware over the fact that I might be trans... I know you guys can't diagnose me or anything and that I have to figure it out for myself but like I'm so confused, there are probably a WHOOOOLE lot of people like this but I'll explain anyways ahem alright so if there was a button I could press that would turn me into a girl no strings attached I am a 100% cis girl I would press it but being a trans woman seems.. wrong I guess I don't know how to feel about it and I don't know how to find out but I hope y'all can give me an educated opinion (when I say I was infatuated with gender bender shows I mean I've watched at least 30 animes just because they are gender bender and I've liked about 25 out of the 30)