I wish it would just work out...

I've wanted a loving girlfriend for a long time. I've been through so many flings, situationships and shit that doesn't work out for the long run. Sometimes I look at myself and wonder, what the hell is wrong with me, that somebody can't love me the way I love them. Everytime I meet someone new and things don't work out I lose a part of myself and right now It's this lingering feeling of deep hollow emptiness in me, I suppose what I'm looking for someone who wants the same things but also I don't want to feel this way, even if I never meet someone...