Navigating pregnancy loss & future doubts

Hi, We unfortunately lost our first baby this past weekend at seven weeks from an ectopic pregnancy. It was our first time trying & this baby was so wanted. It’s been a devastating week from getting my left tube removed and then finding out there is also a paratubal cyst and “potential” closed fimbria on my one remaining tube. It feels like my only dream in life has been ripped away from me straight from the beginning. The joy in trying to conceive is now only a sliver of hope. We’re devastated. And on top of that, my body is struggling to recover from surgery. I don’t know where to go from here. Or if there’s hope that this will ever happen naturally for us. It feels like I’ve taken this from my husband. And I just keep apologizing to him.