will my weed induced anxiety disorder and dpdr disorder go away

im 16 y/o male i tried weed for the first time from a friends it was a concentrate pen and i took 8 hits he told me to stop after 2 i didnt cause it wasnt kicking in after 45 minutes i zoned out and when i zoned back in i said i took way to fucking. much i thought i was gonna die had my first ever panic attack and i could not pee i drank a ton of water to try and sober up quicker and it made me have to pee but i couldnt make it come out took 30 minutes to finally pee. i kept having muscle spasms now been diagnosed with substance induced anxiety disorder and sometimes not often anymore get dpdr. its been 3 months and i still have the anxiety everyday over nothing ever since i had that panic i feel changed like im not myself anymore and i just wanna be normal again will i ever go back to being as happy as i was before this or did that experience change me forever. therapy hasnt helped at all ive been in for 1 and a 1/2 months sall they did was tell me to do stuff i was already doing im coping with it now but i still want to be normal again life isnt as enjoyable as it was before this bad weed trip. FYI before this weed trip i had never experienced anxiety depression or sadness so since the first time i expireinced anxiety was while i was high now everytime i get any anxiety i feel high cause it takes me back to the first time i felt anxiety and this fucking sucks i want it to stop.