I asked him if I’m more attractive

A week or so ago I posted about my husband watching explicit music videos on Apple Music. We’ve been fighting about it off and on ever since. I’m older and these singers are in their 20s. I flat out asked him if he thinks they’re more attractive than me. His response? “Ummm……”.

I waited for a few seconds and then told him to leave the room. We haven’t spoken since. Out of all the horrible things he has done, that one really hurt. I want to be with a man who doesn’t have to ponder that question. Yes I know there are more attractive women than me out there. But I want a man who instantly says, “You’re the most beautiful woman in the world to me.” Is that asking too much? I’m still so hurt and angry that I started looking at apartments, gave him back all the cards he ever gave me, all the trinkets, etc. They feel so hollow. I don’t think even realizes what he did wrong.