Healing Indeed Takes Time

I kind of felt happy today for a menial reason: I can finally listen to a song which previously brought negative feelings dahil associated siya sa isang taong nakasakit sa akin noon.

Okay naman na kami ng taong 'yon, we are friends pa rin actually. Matagal na rin naman na akong okay at walang hard feelings towards him. Since 2019, when he apologized, okay na but there are still songs na ayoko nang pinapakinggan even after that (whole musical playlist actually haha). Like automatically skip marinig ko pa lang ang intros nila. I guess, kahit okay na , ako na pa ring balikan 'yong memories?

So today, I am casually listening sa daylist ko while working when one song pops in. Dahil nasa flow ako ng work, hindi ko na iniskip then I just found myself following and swaying on the beat. It hits me.

Nakakatuwa pa rin kahit wala naman siyang big outcome or effect na since okay naman na lahat.