Terrified at DFW

Feel so silly and annoyed at myself for being this way… my flight from CLL to DFW was really really rough this evening. I really thought I was going to die. Now I am waiting on a delayed 3x flight to HSV. Fly calmly says to expect moderate turbulence. I’m not sure I can get myself on the plane because of that, but also I desperately desperately want to be home with my family.