[real] (5/1/25)

Today actually felt like a wellness day. As in, I made it a point to rest and relax instead of run errands. Our company gives us monthly wellness days and it was my goal this year to actually take them.

I slept most of the day, and went back and forth on watching Severance. I decided to do a trial of Apple TV. Maybe it's just me, but the pacing made me read all the spoilers and fast forward to season 2. I never said I was patient.

A and I went to Bushwick(?) tonight to see 4 Lesbians and a Stephen. I used to hate improv, but now I just admire the people on stage so much. It takes a lot of guts and a lot of confidence to go up on stage and try to tell a story with so little preparation. That's actually probably my worst nightmare. Which is why I'm thinking maybe I should do an improv class. Why not do something that scares me?

The shower is still not fixed and I have a letter already prepped to send to management. Everyone has just been so kind about letting me use their shower. I just can't believe how lucky I am.

I dropped by Cubbyhole tonight to see M. She just got back from a work trip in Florida and I hadn't seen her in the longest time. We linked our ClassPasses so we can go to classes together, which I'm very excited for. She told me I looked pretty tonight, and that really put a smile on my face because I wasn't feeling too confident.

I think the blood pressure meds are a bit of a double edged-sword. My neck muscles are feeling so constricted and I just don't feel great. I was pretty dizzy on my way to BK tonight; I'm glad I was able to make some time to see M though.

I've decided to keep this weekend free, aside from the SoulCycle class I signed up for on Sunday. Next week, I have a lot of doctor's appointments, including one with a cardiologist. I looked up his background and stats and he seems very good at his job.

I want to maybe spend some time at the park working on my miniature clay models; and I also might want to pick up some flowers for myself. I keep looking for pretty ones at the market near my house but I just don't like any of them.