30 married M.

I'm 30 and married to a female. I've been married for going on ten years now. I love my wife and my heart will always lie with a women. But on that note I can't get the thought of sucking a dick and getting fucked by a man out of my head.

I am happily married but my sex drive is a lot higher then my wife's. We had are first kid and we have only had sex three times in the last 7 months. That definitely adds to the fact that I am always horny but for a couple years I've wanted to hook up with a guy.

When I was 19 I got one blow job from a guy and I did a little messing around (jerking each other) with a step brother but that was all I explored.

I can't get the thought of a having a fwb guy that I can suck and get fucked by on a semi regular bases. Hunting or fishing buddy. Someone that comes over and is just a friend in front of the wife but I get to suck and he fucks me when she is not there. Or jerk buddies that looks at naked pictures of my wife as we jerk or I suck him.

Anyways sorry for the long post just wanted to get it off my chest. If anyone wants to chat or anything I'm always down. Can't never seem to find anybody in Arkansas but would like to find a semi regular chat buddy on here if possible.

I also know I'm not necessarily cosinerderd attractive to a lot of people. I am chubbly and have a average to below average uncut cock (plenty of pics on profile if interested).