I’m genuinely concerned.

I, afab (18,) am highly worried about bootcamp because I wasn’t mentally prepared for it in the first place. My backstory is difficult but basically I’m concerned, not many people told me what to bring when I go, I’ve heard people tell me I’m not gonna sleep for 48+ hours, and etc. I just want someone to give me the rundown on what to expect and what’s gonna happen. Also, what’s the thing about calling and texting? because my family will not stop bothering me about it.