I have no fucking friends and have been in and out of staying on the streets, I am absolutely sick and tired of it.

what the fuck do i do? like genuienly? is there a club (any hobby) that I can go to for new friends.....my October 2024-Feb 2025 homie moved to Washington and told me he's never coming back.....I'm stuck here and devastated. Everybody else is working and I assume they are tired when they get home so I don't want to bother them. I got evicted 7 years ago and it changed my life. on everything I hate that one bitch that kicked us out @ Riverside Villas on 2852 Paseo Rio Way Sacramento, CA.......whoever that ho is, let me know. Because she fucking ruined my life forever. now I have to deal with bullshit like getting stares everytime I fly a sign......we set up a camp from 2022 to 2023 near sunrise bike trails but got kicked out by dirty ass sac police......I got kicked out of this one shelter for being "too old" at 19 and a whole bunch of other shit I don't even want to talk about this shit my life is genuinely fucking terrible as of this current moment. Hung out with somebody else in the summer and they just disappeared on me for no reason. Trying to speak to a couple people to let me stay at their house mfs was like "we're moving" and someone else said to me that I "cant stay because I'm going to jail for 2 months" and everyone else is just busy working so there is really no one else that I can call for help. I'm telling yall rn I'm "in and out" of homelessness because im REALLY in and out. Staying with my parents as of now and my fuck ass father told me to "stop crawling over here" basically means he honestly want me gone. I obviously have a problem with this.......literally have no friends left or at least I'm running out. so ihave nowhere to stay. fking jobs emailed me plenty of times when I even try to GET a job talking abt some "we're sorry, but we have moved on to other candidates" or some shit like that. Makes me want to fully trip out on a manager. srry i'm just going through a lot of things.......can somebody help me find a friend please.....can somebody help me find an under the table job please....anything....If nothing changes I might give up on this journey that's called life.