I’m so sorry mummy and papa

I'm going to fail tomorrow. Everyone had such high hopes for me to top, and I’m going to disappoint them. I’ve let everyone down, and I don’t know how to fix it. I feel like no matter how hard I try, I always fall short. I’m sorry for not being good enough, for not being the person everyone expected me to be. I feel lost and like there’s no way out of this. Thinking to kill myself as I can't see disappointment and disgust in their eyes