This sub has done more to mess me up than the 50yo gay man I’m about to meet tonight will

I was so confident that even if I’m not passing now, I’ll at least be a passoid with more time on hrt. Now I know that’ll never be the case cuz ffs is something I’ll never be able to afford. I was looking forward to being amongst the many bdd passoids here that make me wanna kms, now I know that it’s a pipe dream and that hurts more than anything that man can do to me. It hurts knowing I’ll never be a woman. It hurts knowing that I will forever be mogged by the many bdd passoids on this sub, that I’ll forever seethe in bitterness when I open their profiles. Fuck this sub and fuck this community, I’m not trans anymore. I’m looking forward to my sex filled twink life