Enough is enough

33 yo porn literally has ruined my life smh (like many of you ) . It’s almost how a person with an over weight problem just eats every time something goes wrong in their life or they’re stressed out . Been watching porn pretty consistently for 15 + years I really can’t take it any more I actually get girls have sex w.e and I’ll still fap then distance myself making it more awkward and awkward . Now I’ve really hit rock bottom with it . It’s really a mental thing it’s not a replace with the gym thing even though it does help it doesn’t Fix the problem for me I notice I need wayyyy more discipline and prayer and have to be okay with not wasting my time with bullshit and I have to put myself out there more . A shy guy but I attract Attention that fapping doesn’t have me ready to receiver . FAP makes me cum fast so it makes me hesitant to get new girls because I do want to embarrass my self but as of today I’m going to dive head first and really put myself out there I’m realizing it’s better than sitting in a dark hole watching life past by and I want a wife and kids and I know for sure this has prevented it this Far #TIMEFORACHANGE #MENTALSHIFT