New Christian

I’m a relatively new Christian, previously Muslim my whole life but converted in 2022. I have tried so many different churches I’ve lost count. And I’ve hated every single one of them. I don’t know what it is about church but it always feels like a concert or a fundraiser and i don’t feel connected to Jesus or religious at all. The times i feel most connected to Jesus are when I’m home by myself reading the Bible. Is there something wrong with me? Am i truly a believer if I hate going to church?