MCA - hot and bothered lately

Okay, so, I thought this is just normal since I was about to have my period, and usually when it’s my time of the month, my hormones are off the charts. Like I get so turned so easily. I didn’t really mind it.

But then I finished my period, I thought, oh, okay, maybe it was just because my hormones is still messed up that’s why I’m still horny but girl, it’s been three days and the fact I had a sex dream earlier today really bothered me.

I don’t usually have sex dreams, and although my dream is quite mild because it was just me doing hand job to someone’s dick— yes I don’t know the guy pero girl, when I woke up I was like, wtf, I want it. 😩

I feel like I really need to have sex very soon, which is weird because I used to not crave it, I mean sure I make out, I do oral whatever, but it’s been a while since someone’s dick is inside of me so maybe this is a sign. Hahahaha. Shet, labo, but yun lang naman.

I’m just really really hot and bothered lately. And it’s so annoying because I feel like I should ride someone or let someone go on top of me but being such a masungit na tita, I rarely connect with guys and if I will ever have sex again I want it with someone I’m really connected with. Eh ang problema pa, I usually like guys who don’t want me, and ignore those who want me.

So that’s my inner dilemma. Hahaha! Anyway, I just wanted to share this, thinking it might help me if I get to share it somehow. Hahaha!!