Seriously considering getting back into it…

It seems like it’s always when I’m at my lowest and seemingly most self destructive that I turn to sissifying myself. I think it’s because I hate myself so much that I crave being anyone else especially something so drastically different and humiliating.

I was REALLY into it like dressing and going to parties every single day around 18 months ago. Purged around a year ago and occasionally wear panties but never shave smooth or paint nails or wear heels or buy new clothes anymore.

Just figured I’d share to see what you guys think. Do you tend to start sissifying when you’re at your most lonely? I do. The Gen Z male loneliness epidemic is real lol.