PLEASE HELP ME ( serious )

So today was neet paper and it went horrible ( as you know phy and chem was hard ) but I am staying at my relatives house and they keep asking me to calculate marks 😭i got 1000 calls from my other relatives that I am staying over at are also saying to calculate marks and I thought it couldn't get worse, Gujarat board announced that they are going to release 12th board exam results and gujcet results tomorrow😭😭😭😭they are also excited to see my marks, I am more stressed todayh than yesterday!! What should I do? I genuinely feel like killing myself