Dear God

Dear God forgive me but now that I am adult..

I love children but the world is too cruel now and I don't want them to experience

Whatever you'll ask and will give me how long I will live I'll accept it wholeheartedly But Im not asking for a long life it's enough for me to live for 50 years old it's enough and I think I will do a lot of good things and my life purpose is done

So Im not asking for a long life andtl I hope I will not die due to disease or accident or cruel happen or self inflict or I will struggle just natural cause of death just stop breathing and rest peacefully