[F30 Asian] Feeling weak for the scent of white girls sweat

I'm Asian F30 and live in Netherlands with my bf (brown F32). When we moved here I used to be jealous of how white girls are prettier than me and they get more attention than me, but somehow I came to accept itand even embrace it. Then recently my dutch roommate came from the gym and told me to rub her feet. I was so high off the scent of her sweat, her pretty white face and confidence that I didn't think and just did it. Then she suddenly asked if her sweaty white feet turn me on more than my bf; I was shocked but also wet. Is this bad? What are your thought?